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Don�t think. Just do!

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Yesterday I was browsing Facebook as usual when I came across a link, which had a ten minute talk given by Varun Agarwal (co-founder of Alma Mater and an Author). I plugged my headphones in and listened to what he had to say for the other ten minutes. And by the time his talk was over I could reflect on his words. He said when you think too much you end up analyzing the pros and cons of the specific situation and most of the times you don�t go for it. But when you don�t think about something and just jump into the pool of something you want to do, without giving it a thought what would be the consequences and where that may lead you to, in those cases you come out with flying colors. You conquer what you never thought you could. Hold on for a minute and just rewind your tape of life. And analyze. Every time you ended up doing something without thinking, wasn�t it was worth it? And same for those things which you did after spending a lot of time thinking about it and also those things w...

Every time I come close...

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    Every time I come close I am knocked down on the ground My fate or my grade, maybe a reason That�s one thing, I could never find out They all say you are too good But still I am hanging in the queue Who knows where this life would lead me too Coz I am too shattered now to face the truth I am too frustrated to move ahead now And they want me to smile and say wow! Rejection after rejection has made me hollow And they all say you gotta move on with no sorrow Its getting hard for me to even smile I am emotionally drained Don�t know when I might cry I smile to hide my pain To avoid several questions and the shame Who cares what I am going through Coz its always what they want Tell me one reason, where I went wrong Maybe my reason, to write this song I am longing to taste the flavor of success Coz I am too bored now playing with my failures Dark clouds are all over my head No clue what I�m gonna do next I don�t know when the shinning sun will shine I don�t know when again things...

Like a flowing river�

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Sometimes life surprises us when we don�t expect things to happen. And same was the case when I saw her on the beach. Out of the blue, she just appeared in front of my eyes. The waves kissing her feet, wind playing with her hair which was covering a part of her beautiful face was an exotic scene to watch. She seemed annoyed by the wind which every time played with the curl strand of her hair and made it come over her face. But she was enjoying playing with the waves. I was sitting at a distance and at that moment for me the people, the majestic sea, the wind, the blue sky, the cloud, the whole world ceased to exist. All I could see was a pretty face with mesmerizing pair of eyes in which I was completely lost now. In front of her rosy lips even the rose would itself feel shy. It was not like she was the only one beautiful girl on earth, but still there was something about her which was attracting me towards her, something which filled the space in my heart. With every blink of her eye ...

I Too Had A Love Story...

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�Why won�t you let me die?� she asked him He stayed quiet. Never in his life had he thought about this day. Not even in his wildest of dreams had he thought that someday he will see her in this condition. �I want to put an end to my sufferings. I can�t live like this anymore. Why don�t you say anything? I am tired of all this. The pain has worsened with time; you can�t keep me alive for long. Its time when you free me from all the pain, free my soul.� she said �Do you remember the day I left you; I left a part of me that day with you. I tried forgetting you, tried hating you but I couldn�t. I thought that I had lost you forever. But after two years you again came in my life. However the situation has changed drastically now and I don�t want to leave this chance. I don�t want to live my life with guilt. I want to try, give it all I could, to save you. If I let you die today, I will have to let myself die here with you then. I am not doing this for you; I am doing this for my life.� he s...

The road ahead seems blurry�

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In the journey of my life so far, never I got anything so easily. For everything I had to fight, after every little moment of success, I have faced endless nights of failure. Nothing came in my life so easily. Whenever things seemed to be easy, they always kept on changing quite dramatically. But I never gave up. I kept on walking the path of life, always played with the struggling phase in the hope that someday I would shine. But now things seem to be different. The state of mind is very disruptive. The mind gets deviated; the chain of thoughts is often left incomplete. Often I feel weak, often my soul cries. �Why� is the only thing which circulates in my mind. They say, always keep a positive frame of mind and move ahead in life. But this part of my life is taking a toll on me. This part of my life is called, � the confused part .� Everything is blurry, nothing is clear. Every time my fate is trying to knock me down. I am tired of getting up every time now. The journey which I starte...

Chennai Rains�

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I don�t know when I fell in love with her� Since my childhood, I don�t know why but I never liked Chennai very much. And that was the only reason I never wanted to come to Chennai to pursue my graduation. But things never work the way we always want. And I ended up here. The first impression like many others was the same � �hot and humid.� Initially I even faced a bit of language problem. But in few months I got used to it. And I never realized when I was dissolved into this city. It�s been three years now and no wonder I want to leave this place as soon as I can. But deep down even I know, when I will say goodbye to this city I will miss my days here. It has given me those moments for which I had craved so much. This city has taught me so many things in past three years. I have grown as a human being and I can say that I have so many moments which I can treasure in my heart forever. But one day I will have to leave this city, leave this place and move to another. That�s the law of nat...

The story of a kitten�

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It was a very tiring day for me and Rishab. For no reason we had to roam around the whole day in this hot weather of Chennai, leaving us tiresome more than usual. We crashed at Rishab�s place in evening where Pranav and Subho were already waiting for us. After an hour or two, Vivek came to Rishab�s place with a small surprise. He was holding his bag very cautiously in his hand. We thought he has brought beers for us but instead he took out one cute looking kitten. The kitten was very skinny and was shivering with fear. While coming to Rishab�s place Vivek almost ran over the kitten. Fortunately nothing happened and the kitten was saved. But looking at her condition Vivek felt bad and took her with him on his bike. As soon as he kept the kitten on the floor she started searching for a place to crash. I was feeling uncomfortable, not that I am scared of them. It just makes me a little uncomfortable. She was cute but very weak. It seemed as if she didn�t get anything to eat from a long ti...